WITHOUT YOU

            On a sunny morning and the scorching sun slowly entered through the gap in my bedroom window, I woke up and was very excited because today I was going to go with my girlfriend, Alexa. I also glanced at the clock on the wall and the clock showed 07.00 which means there are still 2 hours left to meet with Alexa at her house.

I got out of bed and opened the closet to choose what clothes would fit when I met her. One by one I tried to wear it until it didn't feel like 30 minutes I tried all the clothes, and I found a set of clothes that I thought fit, namely white pants, a green shirt with a white shirt. After I chose the clothes that I thought fit, I rushed out of the room and got ready to take a shower. When I was about to enter the bathroom, my mom, who was cooking in the kitchen at that time, was shocked and surprised, my mom asked me "where are you going Ray? Why you wakes up early" then I replied "this is mom, I want to go for a walk with Alexa hehe" with a small laugh. My mom, who was cooking at the time, was surprised, "Alexa has returned to Indonesia?" and I answered "yes mom, the day after tomorrow he said he was back" "do you just bring me something to eat later?" he asked, I answered again "no mom, I also have a plan with her to eat out later, it's a shame if you don't eat it" "hmm okay, go take a shower" he replied. Without further ado, I went into the bathroom.

After taking a shower I went into my room and got ready to put on the clothes I had prepared earlier. While wearing clothes, I glanced at the clock on the wall and the clock showed 08.00 "still 1 hour left" I said to myself. After wearing the clothes, I also looked at myself in the mirror and saw my appearance which I thought was simple but nice to look at. Then I left the room and said goodbye to my mom and dad in the living room, at that time my dad didn't know where his son was going and he asked "Ray where are you going? it's really neat" and then my mom replied "that's right, Ray wants to meet Alexa, he said Alexa was back in Indonesia the day after tomorrow" replied the mom, "means they want to date, mom?" asked the dad "yes dad, already they must have missed each other" he answered. I, who had seen my parents talking, laughed a little too, then I said goodbye to them, "Dad, Mom, I want to go," "Yes, I want to be careful - on the road," said mom and dad.

After wearing my shoes, I warmed up my motorbike for 3 minutes, after that I immediately went to Alexa's house. The distance between my house and Alexa is quite far, it takes about 40 minutes to get to her house. During the trip my heart was beating fast because after 2 years I didn't see her. I also accelerated the motor quickly because I couldn't wait to meet her. Arriving in front of her house, I also chatted her on whatsapp and said that I had arrived in front of her house, then he replied "okay, wait a minute". After a few minutes he left the house and I was surprised to see Alexa was so beautiful in a white dress she was wearing like an angel. He also greeted me, and I responded stiffly from shock with Alexa's appearance. "Why are you dumbfounded?" he asked "uh yeah sorry, I saw an angel in front of me at a glance" I stammered. "ishh you can" while touching my nose "let's go up" I answered "let's gooo" he said.

During the trip, we chatted and joked a lot, remembering the past that was so funny and we agreed to go to Jatim Park 3. Arriving at the location, we got off and parked the motorbike into the parking lot, suddenly Alexa took my hand and said "I miss you "My heart was beating fast and I answered "I miss you too" with a smile. While in Jatim Park, Alexa and I tried all the rides, from carousels to haunted houses that she didn't like. I forced her to enter the haunted house so that he would no longer be afraid of ghosts, and it turned out that when he arrived in the haunted house Alexa screamed in fear and tightly embraced my hand "I'm really scared, don't leave me, okay?" "I won't leave you, I'll stay here for you" I said as I held her hand tightly. Alexa blushed and covered her face with her hands.

After leaving the haunted house, we ate at a nearby restaurant and ordered a meal. "Honey, come take a photo together" I immediately shifted my chair to be close to Alexa, we both tried all poses from cool poses to poses that look ridiculous. I saw the look on her face so happy and I was grateful to have her. I had time to think how my life without her presence? Can I get through all of this even without her? I threw that thought away and Alexa who saw me lost in thought then said "why dear?" she asked in surprise "it's okay, I'm fine - why" I said. Instantly Alexa pouted and said "I will be jealous if you don't tell me what you think now" then I replied "uhm I was thinking if we don't meet, will my life be lonely without you" answered honestly, then Alexa looked at me sincerely and said "Calm down, as long as we meet, we will always be together forever" with a smile. I also who heard her words felt happy what she said was sincere in her heart and I replied "until when will we be together, forever" while holding her hand tightly and looking into hers eyes, then she smiled and that smile I will never forget.

Faishal Rasyid Marzuq 190_079